sugar free : burnout

enjoyed my 3 days semi-vacation even though i did nothing but stayed at home. wala lang. kakaiba. i was able to sleep in the afternoon! woohoo! babaw. something i missed doing since i started working regularly. for the past 5 months kase, pasimpleng idlip lang nagagawa ko sa office tuwing hapon. hehehe.

didn't go to the cementary either. bad. when my sister and i were younger we used to always tag along with my tita going to north cementary where almost all of our dead relatives are. recently, i haven't been going with her. worse. i haven't been to north cementary for the past 4 years ata. ewan.

i could have had older brothers. but they died when they were still babies. pero ewan din kung nagkakuya nga ako kase baka kung nabuhay sila baka kami ng kapatid ko naman ang wala dito sa mundo. pero i usually wish i had older brothers.

it was father's birthday yesterday. dami food. yum. aga nila naglasingan. stereotype birthday celebrations ng mga tatay. ok nga eh, kase pagdating ng gabi tahimik na samin. wasn't able to buy my father a birthday present yet, so kiss na lang muna. hehehe. i do hope di na siya nagtatampo sakin, sabi kase ng nanay ko nagtatampo daw sakin lately. nagiiba na daw kase ugali ko. ? . wish i could tell him why i was grumpy the past few days :( it's only temporary. hay. i love my father. kahit na minsan malabo sinasabi niya. i am lucky to have a father who lets me grow up. i love that he let's me get away with my "malaki na ako" reasoning. minsan. hehehe. kahit na alam ko na ayaw nya ako payagan magpunta ng mga gigs at sobra siyang nag-aalala when i go home late. he still lets me go out. and sometimes pinaliligtas niya ako sa mga sermon nya the morning after. hehehe.

hay. may pasok na uli.