my college barkada invited me to go watch a movie with them on friday. i had to decline. i have no money. they said they'll pay for my movie ticket. i haven't texted them back yet. i'm concerned, they might think i just don't want to see them anymore because it's the second kitakits i had declined. i so wanted to see them again but they're timing is always off. argh!

the editing project i was talking about last week didn't pushed through this week as planned. it would have saved me from my money problems. i have only 200 bucks left to spend until the next project comes. it's either i'll be lucky and land a project that will pay me right away or swallow my pride and junk my "i already finished school and nakakahiya na humingi ng pera sa kanila crap" and ask my parents for money.

i don't know.

whaaaaahhhhhhhhhh. "...help me, Jesus, this is not an easy job..." hehehehe

anyway i don't want to dwell on it anymore. i'll think of it again when my 200 bucks runs out.