currently listening to: hit me baby one more time by travis

yup! travis has their own version of hit me baby one more time--the song by "britney spears". it was for a vh-1 special if i remember it right. a lister friend gave me copy of that song in a cassette tape last year and was only recently i remembered to download it at audiogalaxy.

being a bum for three weeks got me thinking. should i start looking for a regular job? coz i cant help but feel bad for myself these past few days. ok, my parents isn't asking and mother is even the one who tells me not to look for a regular job just now coz she said i'm doing fine, i have vacations, i don't go to work everyday but i earn. but still, staying at home all day is taking it's toll on me. it just brings back memories of last year, wherein i was jobless for 6 months after graduation!!!! it was depressing and frustrating and i would feel dumb and inadequate then because most of my classmates have jobs already and i don't, even if i did well in school. it was the worst feeling ever!

ok, maybe, i'm just being impatient here. my boss will be back from the states next week and maybe the projects will push through once here's around. and maybe i would not be jobless anymore and im just paranoid. hirap talaga ng walang ginagawa, kung ano-ano naiisip. hehehehe.

---12:30pm